I found a box labeled “memories”.. so you can imagine my organizing efforts came screeching to a halt. It’s interesting reading shit you wrote over a decade ago.
I notice some fundamental shifts in my thought pattern when I entered grad school compared to early college. I think it showed that I was coming into serious conflict at the time with my life choices.
I found it actually comforting to read my thoughts and realize I had always been at conflict with myself for a long time. It helps me in my resolve that something was never in sync with my life no matter how much I tried.
I’ll share some of the journal pages later.